I leave it to the reader to decide for themselves weither the sanctions imposed are appropriate. I will say that so far as I know, this is a true account.
I have been instructed as part of my punishment to write a description of the disgusting behaviour which I have done and the resulting punishment I have been given.
I have been disciplined for over 18 months due to ongoing poor behaviour. I am 25 year old nurse but my behaviour has not demonstrated the level of maturity or responsibility to be expected. During this time I have moved to live with my Aunt so that I can be both punished for my misbehaviour and kept under close supervision in a manner which might be expected for someone much younger. I have been disciplined in numerous ways most recently including having either to dress in clothing of a style which would be worn by a much older woman bought from a Charity shop or spend time dressed in a schoolgirl uniform, adhering to a curfew, early bedtimes, written punishments and plenty of housework to occupy me. In addition I must attend Bible reading classes at our Chapel and carry out cleaning duties at the Chapel.
Unfortunately after many months serving my disciplinary measures without much social interaction due to my curfew and early bedtimes and the way I was deservedly made to dress I succumbed to the temptation of masturbation. I must make clear that I had been told specifically that any such activity was forbidden and would be dealt with in the most severe manner.
The first time I offended was whilst I was at work. I was dressed in my nurses' uniform and a baggy navy wool charity shop cardigan (part of my punishment). I had been working with this beautiful young trainee doctor for about 30 minutes. Of course dressed as I was he didn't really notice me amongst some of the other nursing staff. As he left to his next job I decided I could contain my needs no longer. I went to the staff toilet and sat on the seat. I had had no relationship with a man since my punishment had started over a year ago. I opened my legs so that I could reach up under my nurse's uniform dress and started slowly moving my fingers over my clit. At the same time I pushed my cardigan open, undid the top buttons of my dress and with my other hand rubbed one of my nipples through my vest. I continued to rub my hand back and forth over my mound. The feelings of arousal came quite quickly as I continue to fiddle with my nipple and rubbed my fingers back and forth over my mound with increasing speed and vigour. I had to bite my lip to avoid letting out a resounding groan as I climaxed sat flushed with arousal, one hand shoved up my dress and between my legs and the other pushed under the front of my dress fiddling with my nipple. I sat still for two or three minutes to recover my composure. My knickers were soaked with my sex but I couldn't do anything. I rebuttoned my dress which already was showing a damp patch from my soaked knickers and for once I was thankful of my long baggy cardigan. I straightened my dress, buttoned up my cardigan and returned to work. When I got home I made sure that when I got out of my uniform, knickers and cardigan they went straight in the washing machine (which was easy as I had to do all of the household laundry as part of ongoing punishment) so that the consequences of my disgusting self-pleasuring were removed without detection as I knew if they were I would be punished.
I realised that I needed to be more careful so on future occasions when I self-pleasured at work I made sure I inserted paper towels into my knickers so that I avoided staining my knickers and dress with the consequences of my release. Despite the unappealing situation of being locked in the stall of the hospital toilets my desperation to get personal pleasure meant I repeated my masturbation on multiple occasions whilst at work.
At home my behaviour was cunning and deceitful, I admit, to achieve pleasure from my activity. Here I was much more careful to avoid the greater likelihood of detection. I made sure that I was always doing the laundry, which I have to do for the whole household, the next day. I would carry out my masturbation in my bedroom lifting my wool nightgown up off my lower body to try and avoid staining it and lying or sitting on the floor so I did not create stains on my bedding. I kept my nightgown on in case I heard my Aunt or someone else approaching so I could quickly cover up my activity. I inserted toilet paper inside my knickers to minimize any staining.
I would sit and tease my nipples and rub my clit. I would work my fingers inside my pussy and use my thumb to work my clit. I would be soaked and eventually have to take a deep breath and covered my mouth with my spare hand to keep from screaming or making too much noise as I came. I am ashamed that frequently I continued using my fingers in my pussy through my climax, pumping them in and out of my pussy until my second climax ended before slowly removing them. Despite my best efforts sometimes my panties were soaked as were my fingers. I would lick my fingers clean and hide my wet panties until I could wash them with the rest of the laundry.
Fortunately my Aunt was observant enough to notice small stains which I failed to notice on some of my pairs of knickers and which I had placed in the laundry thinking there was no evidence of my masturbation as well as on the nightgowns I was wearing as part of my ongoing punishments. I thought I was being careful enough to avoid detection but the sloppy behaviour and standards I have demonstrated in many aspects of my personal life and behaviour over the past two years have proved my undoing.
I must admit that for eight months whilst serving the punishments which I was rightly assigned for my continuing misbehavior I sought pleasure by masturbating. In addition to this being a disgusting and sinful activity I had been told specifically not to do this. Sometimes I would repeat my activities multiple times in a single night to feel the satisfaction of being brought to climax again and again.
I have therefore been given a new set of severe sanctions as punishment for my disgusting behaviour, to prevent me repeating this behaviour and to make an example of me to others.
I have listed below my new conditions which are deserved and I hope you will see sufficient penance for my unforgiveable behaviour. Many of them were already in place because of my previous and long running poor behaviour whilst others have been added, extended or increased in severity
1. I am locked in a secure chastity belt at all times. I was fitted into my Chastity belt about ten days ago. It was a horrible moment to have to stand wearing only a wool vest whilst my Mother and Aunt fitted the belt around my waist and between my legs and locked it firmly in place. I was made to stand in front of a full length mirror so I could see clearly what my consistent misbehaviour culminating in my repeated masturbation has resulted in.It has been made clear to me I will remain under these conditions for many months before consideration is given to whether my punishment for masturbation is complete. Even then I know I will be made to complete the punishments I was already serving and that these will be likely increased and extended for having masturbated whilst serving a punishment and having been told very explicitly not to do this.
I am ashamed at what I have done and being severely punished, forced to admit exactly what I did and to now wear all of the time a chastity belt to prevent me from repeating this has finally humbled my arrogance, boorish and childish behaviour. I would deserve completely to have my example shared publically for my own benefit by humiliation and hopefully to prevent other young women from repeating my multiple and selfish errors. I hope you are able to do this.